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Eiko wrote:
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I'll go first?
Ok (^_^)
How are you doing today?
What was the last video game you played and how did it make you feel?
You ever get angry at yourself for not playing well at a video game. Or degrade yourself when someone elses beat you at a video game. Talk about the kind of emotions that spills out when these kind of situation happens.
1) I hate you
2) Zelda. Good. You're a man.
3) Oh yeah, all the time. I'll say stuff like, "Dammit! How could you lose at this game? I thought you were a man but I was wrong." and it really hurts too, I mean it's such an emotional roller coaster, playing games and all.

You get stimulated to swear in order to release your initial shock or initial "Rage"
You're using these swear words as a pressure reliever. To get rid of your quick rage. You strike out and swear. It's a quick relief. Seeing you've posted a curious pitcher.
You probably tend to masturbate while you're under great stress. I guess this can lead to a good thing. But it's naturally unhealthy if you keep channel your stress to masturbation. The cure is to stop swearing during game play. Learn to channel your rage some where else. Maybe a little nod or a flick of your thumb. If you let rage consume you and let it control how you talk. It can damage you pyschological if you consist.
Key point for you is, masturabation is a form of stress reliever. Find another way to channel your stress.
Being 19 years old, how do you see yourself 5-10 years from now. Well video game bring your future down?